~*~khamosh khadi hu mein~*~

Uthte hue har sawaal par khamosh khadi hu mein
Liye zehan mei sab sawaal khud se ulajh rahi hu mein

Kya khoya or kya paaya meine yahi soch rahi hu mein
Har rishte ko ek taraazu mei tol rahi hu mein

Umeedo par bhi ab haq nahi khud sapne tod rahi hu mein
Mar chuki hu kabki fir bhi jii rahi hoon mein

Koi kehta hai ki ab meine sharafat kyu chod dii
Zindgi hai berang yahi sach sabse ab bol rahi hu mein

adhure hai alfaaz saare bas itna hi hai batana
apni kalam ko khud ab tod rahi hu mein

naye rishte......................

ek nayi duniya naya sansaar meine paaya hai
jaha har rishta apna to hai par sab paraya hai

chipa kar ashq jee rahi hu mein tanha
or sabko lage k meine khushi ko ap apnaya hai

anek bandhan hain par sabki hasratein hain mujhse kai
kaun jaane waqt ne mujhpar kya zulm dhaaya hai

chup chaap hi sehna hai mujhe ab sabkuch kyu ki
maa ne hi kaha tha beti ab maayka paraya hai

paheli si lagti hai kabhi kabhi mujhe ye zindgi
jiska koi hal na mujhe samaj aaya hai

beti-behan thi kabhi ab bahu hone ha haq paaya hai
kaun jaane k meine naye rishto mei kya khoyaa kya paaya hai

mumkin na ho

Ab is or laut aana shyd mumkin na ho
Chupa kar ashk muskurana shyd mumkin na ho

Mile ham tum fir juda bhi ho gayei
Par umra bhar bhula pana tumhe shyd mumkin na ho

Mera haaal na pucho to acha hai e-logo
Ab kisse wo purane bata paana shyd mumkin na ho

Badal rhi hain ab raahein manzil mile b na mile
Mehakte pyaar k gulistaa mei ab aana shyd mumkin na ho

Hai bohut kuch kehne ko magar alfaaz sab khatam
Khat jo rakhei hai sambhale unhe bhi padh pana shyd mumkin na ho

Hai safar aakhiri isliye kar rahi hu sabko salaam
Milte rahege sab magar hamara milpaana shyd mumkin na ho

mere dard ki koi dawaa do yaaron

mere dard koi dawaa do yaaron
mit na jaau kahi koi duaa do yaaro

aaj luut raha hai wajood talak mera
ho sakei aakar mujhe bachaa lo yaaro

ban rahei hai mere apne khud mere vyapari
ho sake koi boli tum hi lagaa do yaaro

ho rahi hai taiyari mujhe doli mei bithane ki
mujhe mera ab koi arth to bataa do yaaro

apne hi ghar mei mere apne bane hain dushman
jal rahi hu mein bas khaak hone se bachaa lo yaaro

zindgi ko mei ab tak samajh na paayi hu
ho sake to ab meri maut ka hi bojh tum uthaa lo yaaro

aadhi aadhi si hai meri khusi

aadhi aadhi si hai meri khushi
aadhe aadhe se reh gaye sapne mere
zindgi k is sukh dukh k bhavar mei
bichad gaye sab apne mere

yaadein yaadein hi bas hain reh gayi
armaan sab ab kho gaye
milke bichadna tha shayd ab hamei
ye aansu ab mujhse keh gaye

meine socha bhi na tha ki hoga aisa
tumse milne ko tadpenge ham is tarah
khushkismat hain ham ye tha mera waham
jal gaye khwabo k ab jahaan

socha tha kabhi milke ham
kar lenge sab durr shikwe gila
par aas bhi na rahi jhuti koi
khud mit gaye hain sab alfaaz

umeedon par bhi nahi koi yakeen
kaise karu ab koi dua
jo likha tha kismat mei mere
kaise koi badle ab use yahaan

aadhi aadhi si hai meri khushi
aadhe aadhe se reh gaye sapne mere.......................

zindgi ka arth

Zindgi ka arth samajh aaya hi nahi

jise chaaha use paaya hi nahi

mila jo use kabhi apna na sake

dil-e-jazbaat kisi ko apna bataya hi nahi

armaan jitne sab adhure hi rahe

un shabdo ka arth koi samajh paaya hi nahi

khamoshiyo ko meri bhala kaun samajhta

jo baaton ko meri samajh paaya hi nahi

Bhawna mann me leke aneko sawaal khadi

un sawaalon ka jawaab koi de paaya hi nahi

uthtihai kalam meri or ruk jaati hai

wo afsaana-e-mohobbat pura meine likh paaya hi nahi

~*~aakhiri mulaakat hai wo keh gaye~*~

Khushi mili gam bhi mile
Rishto mei faasle har dam mile
Kaise karte ham kisi se koi gila
Banke hamdam the sab hamse mile

Har roz ki tarah Deepak mei lau thi jail
Tez tufaan magar hamko kam na mile
Bujhti lau ko bachane ki koshish mei
Hath par zakhm khilte rahe

Mita mita sa kuch likha hua hai magar
Takdeer mei likha jo use padh na sake
Waqt ne bana diya auro ki najron mei kaatil
Khud se kabhi mil paate aise na hamei pal mile

Mumkin har baat kar lete gar hoti thodi or mohlat
Par pal hamko zindgi k ab bohut kam hain mile
Wo bhi keh gaye aakhiri mulakaat hai ab
Jab antim safar par khud ham chal the diye…..